the Past

  • I mean, WTF? we're NO LONGER exist!!! somebody c...
  • another masterpiece from Mana
  • lang ya yue yi ren qiao cui wo ju bei yin jin le ...
  • "if you dont stand up for something... you'll fall...
  • Nor dread nor hope attend A dying animal; A man a...
  • 24
  • Death be not proud, though some have called thee M...
  • Had we but World enough, and Time, This coyness La...
  • Memories... The voice that's been silent all these...
  • I wonder what will happen When the day comes That ...

  • 05/01/2003 - 06/01/2003
    06/01/2003 - 07/01/2003
    07/01/2003 - 08/01/2003
    12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004
    03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004
    04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004
    05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
    06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004
    07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
    08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
    06/01/2007 - 07/01/2007
    07/01/2007 - 08/01/2007
    08/01/2007 - 09/01/2007
    09/01/2007 - 10/01/2007
    01/01/2008 - 02/01/2008
    02/01/2008 - 03/01/2008
    06/01/2008 - 07/01/2008
    07/01/2008 - 08/01/2008

    Free shoutbox @ ShoutMix


    Powered by Blogger

    http://komatta.bravehost.com





    Counter

    a rose blooms best near death, I'm in a full bloom...

    sshhhhh!!!
    Wednesday, July 30, 2008



    I mean, WTF? we're NO LONGER exist!!! somebody care to explain what the hell is going on here?? fill me in...

    posted by leave at



    Thursday, July 10, 2008

    Kanon Wakeshima
    another masterpiece from Mana

    posted by leave at



    Friday, June 20, 2008


    lang ya yue
    yi ren qiao cui
    wo ju bei
    yin jin le feng xue
    shi shui da fan qian shi gui
    re chen ai shi fei
    yuan zi jue
    ji fan lun hui
    ni suo mei
    ku hong yan huan bu hui
    zong ran qing shi yi jing cheng hui
    wo ai bu mie
    fan hua ru san qian dong liu shui
    wo zhi qu yi piao ai liao jie
    zhi lian ni hua shen de die


    ni fa ru xue
    qi mei le li bie
    wo fen xiang gan dong le shui
    yao ming yue
    rang hui yi jiao jie
    ai zai yue guang xia wan mei
    ni fa ru xue
    fen fei le yan lei
    wo deng dai cang lao le shui
    hong chen zui
    wei xun de sui yue
    wo yong wu hui
    ke yong shi ai ni de bei

    tong jing ying wu xie
    zha ma wei
    ni re sa ye
    jin sheng wo ba jiu feng pei

    -Jay

    posted by leave at



    Sunday, February 24, 2008

    "if you dont stand up for something...
    you'll fall for everything...
    "

    nuff said

    posted by leave at



    Monday, January 14, 2008


    Nor dread nor hope attend
    A dying animal;
    A man awaits his end
    Dreading and hoping all;
    Many times he died,
    Many times rose again.
    A great man in his pride
    Confronting murderous men
    Casts derision upon
    Supersession of breath;
    He knows death to the bone
    Man has created death...
    I created death!

    posted by leave at



    Tuesday, September 25, 2007


    24

    posted by leave at



    Monday, September 03, 2007

    Death be not proud, though some have called thee
    Mighty and dreadful, for, thou art not so,
    For, those, whom thou thinkst, thou dost overthrow,
    Die not, poor death, nor yet canst thou kill me.
    From rest and sleep, which but thy pictures be,
    Much pleasure, then from thee, much more must flow,
    And soonest our best men with thee do go,
    Rest of their bones, and souls' delivery.
    Thou art slave to Fate, Chance, kings, and desperate men,
    And dost with poison, war, and sickness dwell,
    And poppy, or charms can make us sleep as well,
    And better than thy stoke; why swellst thou then?
    One short sleep past, we wake eternally,
    And death shall be no more; death thou shalt die..

    posted by leave at



    Saturday, September 01, 2007

    Had we but World enough, and Time,
    This coyness Lady were no crime.
    We would sit down, and think which way
    To walk, and pass our long Loves Day.
    Thou by the Indian Ganges side
    Should’st Rubies find: I by the Tide
    Of Humber would complain. I would
    Love you ten years before the Flood:
    And you should if you please refuse
    Till the Conversion of the Jews.
    My vegetable Love should grow
    Vaster than Empires, and more slow.
    An hundred years should go to praise
    Thine eyes, and on the Forehead Gaze.
    Two hundred to adore each Breast:
    But thirty thousand to the rest.
    An Age to each and every part,
    And the last Age should show your Heart.
    For Lady you deserve this State;
    Nor would I love at lower rate.
    But at my back I alwaies hear
    Times winged Charriot hurrying near:
    And yonder all before us lye
    Deserts of vast Eternity.
    Thy Beauty shall no more be found,
    Nor, in thy marble Vault, shall sound
    My ecchoing Song: then worms shall try
    That long preserv’d Virginity:
    And your quaint Honour turn to dust;
    And into dear death ashes all my Lust.
    The Grave’s a fine and private place,
    But none I think do there embrace.
    Now therefore, while the youthful hew,
    Sits on thy skin like morning dew,
    And while thy willing Soul transpires
    At every pore with instant Fires,
    Now let us sport us while we may;
    And now; like am’rous birds of prey,
    Rather at once our Time devour,
    Than languish in his slow-chapt pow’r.
    Let us role all our Strength, and all
    Our sweetness, up into one Ball:
    And tear our Pleasures with rough strife,
    Thorough the Iron gates of Life.
    Thus, though we cannot make our Sun
    Stand still, yet we will make him run.

    posted by leave at



    Sunday, August 05, 2007

    Memories... The voice that's been silent all these years thinks deep thoughts but, I thought I destroyed every memory we had. They were lost long ago, but they're all coming back. Your endless nights of pleasure, as my body laid there, motionless and powerless. The endless crying buried deep within me, you never heard...
    Don't do it again, please, don't do it again, I'll be good, you're hurting me.. You left me with a Demon, ripping, tearing, and striping, my heart apart.. The memories keep holding on, they are so fucking strong, and for the darkest nights I rest, I pray for a brighter day...

    posted by leave at



    Monday, July 30, 2007

    I wonder what will happen
    When the day comes
    That I must leave you...

    I wonder will you cry
    I wonder will you be happy
    I wonder will you miss me...

    Will you lie awake at night
    Remembering all the good times
    Or will you sit
    And only think of the bad...

    Will you wonder where I am at night
    Will you wonder what I'm doing
    Or will you just not care...

    Will it hurt you to think
    Of all the times we've shared
    Or will they just slip your mind
    Like they were never there...

    Will you remember all the laughs
    Or will you forget those
    And put them in your past...

    Will you remember all the tears
    Or replace them with all of your fears...

    Will you pretend like we never happened
    And let us go along the years...

    Will you drowned out all of your sorrows
    With laughter and cheers...

    Will you forget that yesterday was here
    And wave goodbye to all of our memories...

    Will you try to hold on to everything we've got...
    Or say goodbye to old times
    And go on with everything your not...?

    posted by leave at