tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-53814422011-12-30T01:34:27.315-08:00Quam Sancta, Quam Serena, Quam Benigna, Quam Amoenaleavehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17964856879871631781noreply@blogger.comBlogger761100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5381442.post-82749784740870913832008-07-30T09:39:00.000-07:002008-08-07T09:42:25.862-07:00

I mean, WTF? we're NO LONGER exist!!! somebody care to explain what the hell is going on here?? fill me in...

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another masterpiece from Mana

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lang ya yueyi ren qiao cuiwo ju beiyin jin le feng xueshi shui da fan qian shi guire chen ai shi feiyuan zi jueji fan lun huini suo meiku hong yan huan bu huizong ran qing shi yi jing cheng huiwo ai bu miefan hua ru san qian dong liu shuiwo zhi qu yi piao ai liao jiezhi lian ni hua shen de dieni fa ru xueqi mei le li biewo fen xiang gan dong le shuiyao ming yuerang hui yi jiao jieai zai yue guang

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"if you dont stand up for something...you'll fall for everything..."nuff said

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Nor dread nor hope attendA dying animal;A man awaits his endDreading and hoping all;Many times he died,Many times rose again.A great man in his prideConfronting murderous menCasts derision uponSupersession of breath;He knows death to the boneMan has created death...I created death!

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24

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Death be not proud, though some have called theeMighty and dreadful, for, thou art not so,For, those, whom thou thinkst, thou dost overthrow,Die not, poor death, nor yet canst thou kill me.From rest and sleep, which but thy pictures be,Much pleasure, then from thee, much more must flow,And soonest our best men with thee do go,Rest of their bones, and souls' delivery.Thou art slave to Fate, Chance

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Had we but World enough, and Time,This coyness Lady were no crime.We would sit down, and think which wayTo walk, and pass our long Loves Day.Thou by the Indian Ganges sideShould’st Rubies find: I by the TideOf Humber would complain. I wouldLove you ten years before the Flood:And you should if you please refuseTill the Conversion of the Jews.My vegetable Love should growVaster than Empires, and

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Memories... The voice that's been silent all these years thinks deep thoughts but, I thought I destroyed every memory we had. They were lost long ago, but they're all coming back. Your endless nights of pleasure, as my body laid there, motionless and powerless. The endless crying buried deep within me, you never heard...Don't do it again, please, don't do it again, I'll be good, you're hurting me

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I wonder what will happenWhen the day comesThat I must leave you...I wonder will you cryI wonder will you be happyI wonder will you miss me...Will you lie awake at nightRemembering all the good timesOr will you sitAnd only think of the bad...Will you wonder where I am at nightWill you wonder what I'm doingOr will you just not care...Will it hurt you to thinkOf all the times we've sharedOr will

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As I wandered through those fenced in fieldsamong those flowers, you're almost concealedI wrap my fingers carefully aroundyou don't know I'm there, I didn't make a soundNo matter how soft I am, I bruise your light wingsnot knowing the damage, a song I singCaged in my grip, you start to worryyou start to cry and your vision gets blurryYou don't know where you're flying nowwings can only fly as my

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Memories... The voice that's been silent all these years thinks deep thoughts but, I thought I destroyed every memory we had. They were lost long ago, but they're all coming back. Your endless nights of pleasure, as my body laid there, motionless and powerless. The endless crying buried deep within me, you never heard...Don't do it again, please, don't do it again, I'll be good, you're hurting me

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Lonely man missing his wife. If you could shop for loneliness, would you shop alone? Would you shop among many, or would there even be any? And if you were to find loneliness, sitting there upon a shelf. Would you be willing to pay the price, for the seclusion of ones self? We spite the feel of loneliness. Although it is quite real. We can't quite escape the darkness and self pity, that

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When I lie awake at night I stare away at pure black. The darkness of the night soothes me. The constant noise of voices in my head never leaves. The voices are saying things that ought to be heard. Things that haunt me. Things that have hurt.The pain never goes. The deep never fills. I am hurt. For now I rest.I lie in my final minutes for which the pain has left me. The deep not filled for it is

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How did I get these memories? This boy is a stranger to me. And yet I see what happened to him, I see him cry and plea. This boy was murdered by a stranger. His aura covered with fear. He screamed until his remaining breath and his final tear. I hate to watch what happened to him. But I cannot make it stop, I know he is dead, that is for sure. In my memory I see him drop. And now his thoughts

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I always say that I am out of timeIt seems that time goes too fastNo matter what I doIt never helps me insideBecause I am out of timeI tried to make things rightBut I was out of timeI wonder if my life will be out of timeI wish I could go back and change the hands of timeMy heart will always be filled with hurt and sorrowIt will be the hurt and sorrow of losing a dear oneNo matter how many times

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Do not stand at my grave and weepI am not there, I do not sleepI am the sparkle in the snowI am the shredded leaves that blowI am the sunlight on growing grainI am the gentle summer rainI am the quiet bird at nightCircling about; Taking flightSo do not stand at my grave and weepI am not there, I do not sleep

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Her eyes begin to close as the tears roll to the floorShe knows death has pranced into the room for the reason of the kissShe hears the moon calling as the ocean whispers her nameShe lays there,Her hand slowly begin to grow coldShe is torn if she should go with them or not into the deep night skyShe decides to stop fighting them for she knows they will not leave without her tonightHearing the

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Nani mo osorerukoto wa naiOnore no naka ni sonzai surueichi waMiezaru kyouki no ura ni kakusareteiruMezame yo Eien fuhen no jiga douitsu seiSo, break free in madness

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I cut myself in the silence, and it still hurtsI have sorrowed the wrong god in the silenceIn the world of hurt, nothing ever changesBleeding with scares, pride world is dyingThe sad black knight crosses his heartGloria in the silenceBrilliance in the silenceBlack frosty night

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I don't know how long... but it's been some time, how much do I really know about you? following the map with my fingertips isn't getting us anywhere, I see how it distresses you in your face, so much you try to conceal it. It's strange... how even as I run in circles as if resisting my advance to a busy future my heart still draws you. When I looked up, the radiance had filled the skywithout

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Os iusti meditabitur sapientiam~the mouth of the just meditates wisdom~et lingua eius loquetur iudicium~and his tounge shall speaks of judgement~Beatus vir qui suffert tentationem~blessed is the man who endures temptation~quoniam cum probatus fuerit accipiet coronam vitae~for he's proved himself, he shall receive the crown of life~Kyrie, Ignis divine, eleison~Lord, Holy Fire, have mercy~Oh quam

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Indah atau kampungan, itu terserah anda. Semuanya adalah bentuk kesinisan murni dalam menyikapi masalah yang masing-masing kami alami. Cinta, kepalsuan, kepenatan, dan masih banyak lagi. Daripada menjadi konsumen narkoba atau alkohol dan sebangsanya, kami lebih merelakan diri kami untuk menggoreskan kosa kata-kosa kata yang sebelumnya tidak lazim kami gunakan sehari-hari (kata-kata nu ceunah mah

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LOVE has no other desire but to fulfill itselfbut if you love and must needs have desires,let these be your desires:to melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night.to know the pain of too much tendernessto be wounded by your own understanding of love;and to bleed willingly and joyfullyto wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving;to rest at

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the heartbreaking, insanely suffocating night gently embraces me... on this insanely suffocating night, I murmured so... I'm inside a heartbreaking loneliness, guessing the riddle of finding one star in the middle of such a number.. there's a hollow feeling night outside the window, this sparkling town casting shadows! the clock's hand whisper insanity in the night stillness.. when the time of

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a girl steps out of the darkness,scarlet diamonds floating in her long-dead eyes,a halo of perforated raindropsin an iridescent circlet of light about her head;betrayed by the orange street-lampin the midst of her midnight searchscavenger hunt for life through death;the lonely wanderer of night skies,always alone in the darkness;a solitary glimpse of naked light,the whitest skin,textured in

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Peace... for shame, Confusion's Care lives not in these Confusions. Heaven and yourself had part in this fair Maid; now Heaven hath all, and all the better is it for the Maid. Your part in her you could not keep from Death, but Heaven keeps his Part in eternal Life. The most you sought was her Promotion, for 'twas your Heaven she should be advanc'd; and weep ye now, seeing she is advanc'd above

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really? tell me.. do you really want to know everything? the truth above the truth? all the dirty secrets; the unforgiven lies.. do you really want me to unfold the sins? not easy to... but if you do, let me tell you the whole stuff! prepare yourself!

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But soft, what light through yonder Window breaks?It is the east, and Juliet is the Sun.Arise, fair Sun, and kill the envious Moon,Who is already sick and pale with GriefThat thou her Maid art far more fair than she.Be not her Maid since she is envious:Her Vestal Livery is but sick and green,And none but Fools do wear it. CAst it off.It is my Lady, O it is my Love:O that she knew she were.She

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I found another old letter from someone precious in my past hours... it goes like this;so many things to say, so little spce, so little time.I'm sorry.... if I seemed to have lost faith so easily.I'm sorry, if I gave you a hard time patching up our torn-up relationship...I never came from a perfect world, I have a pretty good notion of what it's like on your side.in my world people make mistakes

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so sudden thou appear out of nowhere; bringing all he good and bad times we've shared once... the tears, laughs, and lust! wonderful thou art compare the pale moonlight; these arms wanting thy hands, this lips wanting thine's; and these eyes desires your image vividly! what is this? is there any point of comming back? is it possible? will it work? I dont comprehend... but I dont want to give a

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why then... even in my peaceful sleep; thou art still bother me! after all these days, thou've given an empty hope! broke my heart, and rip my life away... thou art the Queen of B#$%es!!! a heartless hein... by my heel; I care not what thy've become now! and I hate hell all about thee... and thee!!!

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the hollow feelings... what is it? I just cant get it; why should I still cling to thee??? thou've destroyed me, rip me into pieces! but the HATRED never come... just leave me alone!!! get out of my life; then I'll walk away from thine's as well...! save your pitty for the weak! I'll kill thee from my heart! SHINE!!! I cant lay my eyes on thine's anymore... so please just GO! I dont have the

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once again it happens... beyond my very dreams it ends! the difference is, the PAIN turns into HATRED!!! which burns me with a vengeance tounge... how could thee? left me standing like a fool in the middle of thunder? waiting for thy on the thin cold wind, wait until my fingers's freezed... how could thee? thou shalln't make me HATE thee! 'cause thou art had have me broken, for thou art've

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only the piano accompanies me throughout the day the sleepy violin quiet and so cold I think you've made yourself clear I know and I'm sure you don't regret you say that you're sad too... that I don't believe! you being with me was in the past I hope he loves you more than I do only then will I bring myself to leave how badly do you want me to put it I don't want to break up why must I

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LOVE seeketh not itself to please nor for itself hath any care, but for another gives its ease and builds a HEAVEN in HELL's despair pains of love be sweeter far than other pleasures are love sought is good, but given unsought is better let those love now who never loved before let those who always loved now love the more LOVE is a BURDEN, which two hearts, when equally they bear their parts,

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zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo tan le yi tianhui jiao de da ti qinan jing de jiu jiu dewo xiang ni yi biao xian de fei chang ming baiwo dong wo ye zhi daoni mei you she bu deni shuo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xin!!!qian zhe ni pei zhe wo ye zhi shi cheng jinxi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hai yao ai niwo cain hui bi zi ji li kaini yao wo shuo duo nan kanwo gen ben bu xiang fen kaiwei she me hai

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the abyss of nothingness crowned me... without thee; look what she left behind! me! standing like a fool; pain in my chest.. 'cause she took my breath away! I'll keep it for eternally: the PAIN which live forever, the never-healed wound, dan the LOVE that will never perished! but the tears have dried... eyes hollow... lips voiceless... HEART stoned! slowly myself DIED... DIED by an Eve's

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WHY? WHY asked again...??? whatever!!!

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sometimes... just sometimes, when thou think thy have enough... thy cans't bare the burden... it leads to suicidal behaviour! some people may say that it's nothing but a childish way of mind! but they haven't felt it before! BLOOD... drips on tip of thine finger they haven't felt the PAIN!!! the scar!!! I long to find some hidding palace, i just want to run... and scream!!! and cry.... the tears.

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why then... vulnerable I became, tears're my best friend! hatred is everything I thought about myself... F#*%!!! freakin' karma whatever!!! the pain is unbearable... obscure... suffocating... yet still fought for it! doubt spins fast bothering the brain, but still stands firm... thou art too precious to be left behind, without thee, I'm heartless... loveless... and soul-less... I LOVE THEE!!! "

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I found an old letter from a friend,"bittersweet symphony that you told me,I'm so glad for you, so glad!she seems perfect in your imperfect world...she seems peaceful in your chaos...I can almost see the twinkle in your eyes,and the laughing in your voice;and the cherished hope within your soul!the you I used to know,the you I always loved,the vibrant you...the living you,the soulmate you!I hope

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view the past as I lean on under my blanketso full of laughs, joy, and smiles...the positive aura vibedas if it would eternally dry mine eyes...soul so pure, the embrace was so warmno need to fake things and no lies!is it only me,or is it common that humans'll change into demon which in the end destroy his own-self!have thy ever felt bored?the life of a manequinn,fake as a wedding cake!hollow...

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Dialogue dix Symphonie I am the dis from darkness of your destiny I see pieces of blood flow Sasayaki amaku kegashite Katami au togiiki kuru oshiku subete wo dakiyosete Yurusarenu nara Kasanaru you ni hageshiku ochite yuku anata to kono mama Wasure wa shinai ano hi no yakusoku wa kono mune ni ? i wo Mitsume au kizuato nagareru kioku de nemurasete Yurusarenu nara Kasanaru you ni

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anoher day full of riddle! it always like this, forgiven things became sins whenever thy criticize... it sometimes bothers me a lot. but knowing that thou hath attention beyond my expectation, felt guilty just to have even the slightest doubt on thee. but can't blame no one though... so many lies compared to one sided love is even! realize! thou art not better than me... so many lies comes also

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I was never what you wantedbut my blood will serve your purposequench yor hunger for a short timeuse me, I give you my life and soulthey mean nothing to me nowyou always had my soulSince that day long agonow you don't want itmy blood is all you wantyou'll take it and leave melying on the cold floor to diealone and drainedof my very lifeso cold....

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But there are yellow bruises on my body And violet stains; Though no white vampires come with lips blood-crimsoned To suck my veins! Oh fondest of my loves, from that far heaven Where thou returned to pay the debt of kisses Thou owest me? She rose among us where we lay. She wept, we put our work away She chilled our laughter, stilled our play; And spread a silence there. And darkness shot

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From the mansion of the tomb, From the low regions of the dead, The ghost of Sigismund doth roam, And dreadful haunts me in my bed! There vested in infernal guise, By means to me not understood, Close to my side the goblin lies, And drinks away my vital blood! ("The Vampyre" by John Stagg, 1810)

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"In somber gloom we near the tomb With song and wailing tearful! Come, open stands the bridal room, Though all around look fearful. Come, ... quick! Come with the choir, Our bridal song with reed and lyre! Come, priest, and say the blessing, Nor wait for our confessing." High reared the steed and wildly neighed; Fire from his nostrils started. And lo! from the underneath the maid The

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My dear young maiden clingeth Unbending, fast and firm To all the long-held teaching Of a mother ever-true; As in vampires unmortal Folk on Theyse's portal Heyduck-like do believe. But my Christian thou dost dally, And wilt my loving parry Till I myself avenging To a vampire's health a-drinking Him toast in pale tockay. And as softly thou art sleeping To thee shall I come creeping And thy life's

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and she's gone, *SNAP! just like that.... and look what she leaves behind... myself!!! standing like a fool, pain in my chest... 'cause shee stole my heart... gasping for air, 'cause she took my breath away.... I missed her already!

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...it tears open old wounds in all of us... each a soothing balm to the emotional wounds they've all suffered... as they try to reclaim a home brushed by the hand of DEATH!!! cold air rushes through narrow passages that separate towering structures... hidden within these spaces are outcasts of society trying to make themselves invisible amid the shadows! jama da ne....

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hmmm.... you've wrote all of this just to hurt me aren't you? you really want to made me angry? do you really want me to HATE you? is that what you want? you want it that bad? 'cause ga ada rugi nya buat aku kalo kamu ninggalin aku sekarang juga! but ... I dont know... it's all up to thee! wakaranai.... namida futari wa ore ga! ~ ... sonno mama shine!~

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terkoyak! tercabik! tertunduk! tiap sayatan dawai cinta cinta adalah satu tetes airmata kerinduan akan kasih yang tulus.... terluka memang.... biru dan memucat! aku mati suri...

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patoetkah dirimoe toek ditangisi? lajakkah airmata djatoeh mengharap kesempoernaan moe? akoe hanja inginkan satoe... sampai kaoe djadi milikkoe oetoeh tak terbagi! ito sadja...

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doeniakoe tergetar... djiwakoe tergetar... setiap kaoe hadir hatikoe tersajat! perih memang... mengetahoei bahwa setengah tjintamoe tak hadir!

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another white day... I don't know, maybe I'm already sick and tired of what so called LOVE! yeah, I did received some self-made-cholate last Valentine. Demo ne... is it a must for me to pay back to the one who gave it to me? well, I don't know... guess I'll just let it flow...

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my heart.. my soul... never realize that thou art loving me so much... never relaize the warmth thou hasth shared... thine touch.. thine embrace... thy hands.. thank you... namida futari boku wa...

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end of 2003 On Stage! +lastifer+, Charme de Avelline, Fire~Flies, and Spica were on the same stage to celebrate Perfect Blue's first Anniversary! Tanjobi Omedettou! the show's title is "Dive to 'Perfect Blue'". presented by Sky 90.40 FM Bandung, Kentucky Fried Chicken Dago, SuperIndo Dago, and our very own Crucial Abstract. it feels great to be On-Stage again... fuming what just happened a

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never thought that I will shed tears on Christmas Eve... I will forever remember the night, the night I took the vow... "I will never fall in LOVE again!!! never thought that I've done some heavy sins, which now strikes back to me with triple times of HURT!!! I realize that apologiza is not enough... I know that to gain again someone for the third time is almost impossible! But I guess I'm just

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i will always remember this night...the night my tears turns into blood!!!the night my love turns to HATE!!!i curse the day i met thee....sono mama shine!!!

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DEATH is not an OPTION... It's a MUST! sooner or later, everrything must DIE! for all of you who read this... pray for me please... I need your help! pray for me... *I pray...*

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Consider I'm DEAD already... Because I am... I want to shed my BLOOD... but is that answer? I don't want to run away... but... GOD help me... please... I'm on my knees... *I cried*

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the feeling comes againthe feeling of lostthe numbsmy brain, my soul, lost...numb...hate it when these things happens,feels like I want to cut my veins 'till it bleeds'I wanted to lay down and DIE,because my pride won't let me CRY'this freakin' boredom...I don't want to run away,but these things are just too HEAVY for me to handle...GOD show me the way!lead me through this mizerable things...I

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Let's talk about something... Q:What is your ideal person to spend your entire life with? A:"It doesn't have to be a woman! Just someone who is willing to make mistakes and learn from life. I guess life is not perfect. Let's learn to embrace it the way it is!"

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I have a hope for a new stronger humanity an age of HORUS... the "great" are only "great" 'cause we're on our kness it is time to create! everything you do, is part of a plane plummeting towards our pitiful, dying earth... but your art... what you create, is stripping onto the burning wings... and forgeting silly things like LIFE and DEATH for a moment, just to enjoy for one second a glimpse of

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Another night of too much cough syrup. I'm awakened by the incessant ringing of a telephone. I still have dreams caked in the corners of my eyes, and my mouth is dry and tastes shitty. Again, the ringing. Slowly, I bustle out of bed, the remnants of an erection still lingering in my shorts like a bothersome guest.Again, the ringing. Carefully, I abscond to the bathroom, as to not display my

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through early morning fog I see the visions of the things to be... the pains that are with-held for me I realize, and I can see..... that suicide is painless, it brings on many changes, and I can take or leave it if I please! the game of life is hard to play and I'm gonna lose it anyway... the losing card, I'll someday lay.. so this is all I have to say... the sword of time will pierce our skin!

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something falls apart!nothing precious,but still... it represent genuine sincerityit feels fine as much as it hurts…felt like someone's slitting thine throatand thy got freaked out…as if thou art burning like a moth on a flame!!!by GOD, STOP IT!thy worth more than thou ever thought about thyself,and as for me… thou art so PRECIOUS…I'll be volunteering to place my head on a guillotine,I'll hand

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A world of Dread, Where the fearful live inside towering tombstones... Monuments to the ever descending guillotine of their mortality I weep for these darkest days They walk, they talk, and yet, They know not where they go... And within all this... What am I? What have I become? I stare at my hands, At times I see them clean, At others, stained with BLOOD... But the blood that runs through my

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this is the light of mind, cold and planetary the trees of the mind are block the light is blue the grasses unload their grieves on my feet as if I were GOD, prickling my ankles and murmuring their humility fume... spirituous mist inhabit this place separated from my house by a row of headstones I simply cannot see where is to get to the moon is no door it is a face in it's own right, white is a

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DISEASE!Disease is draining me;anymore it's not so 'pretty please'Satan is a glass of milk and a bedtime story that Mommy and Daddy scare babies into submission witch!Facism spreads its cancerous tendrils into the soft guts of Bible-belt-wearing white trash,organizing their lives around old testament cartoon characters!We fuck each other with hatred and kill the things we love!We scapegoat the

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WORM FOOD...in the end that's all we amount to, isn't it?doesn't matter if you were good, or bad, or just plain unlucky...in the end you're just another cold slab of meat!dead and gone, and soon to be forgotten...one way or another, sooner or later,EVERYTHING DIES!everything except ME!just go!leave me alone!all the words in the world won't change what I've done...look at me!I'm a GODDAMNED PUSSY!

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sometimes it's kindda hard being so POSSESIVE of someone you lovekadang bikin sakit hati...naze? kenapa?01. you don't want anybody but you to touch her02. you don't want anybody except you getting close to her03. bahkan you don't want anybody but you to stare at her....04. the worst thing is... sometimes you don't want her to get happy with her own friends!!Kindda selfish, huh?Tapi ya gimana lagi

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THOU ART MINE!!! my body is yours to be embraced my hands are yours be to held my soul is yours to be touched my lips are yours to be kissed I'm all yours if you promise that you're all mine I could be your slave to be tortured I could be your whore to be used I could be your prey to be hunted I could be your victim to be killed I can be anything if you promise to be loyal to me I'll give you my

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in my dreams I've woken up a thousand times...we kiss each other's lips so soft and passionately,tongues ablaze with liquid flames,in the dark our souls diffuse...I think of sin and countless norms,a thousand rules for plastic fools,he said "NO!" and we shout rebellion,young blood the colour of an old stain...a thousand times our sins are purged...a thousand times you kiss my G-Spotted fingertips

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