Sunday, December 28, 2003
end of 2003 On Stage!
+lastifer+, Charme de Avelline, Fire~Flies, and Spica were on the same stage to celebrate Perfect Blue's first Anniversary! Tanjobi Omedettou! the show's title is "Dive to 'Perfect Blue'". presented by Sky 90.40 FM Bandung, Kentucky Fried Chicken Dago, SuperIndo Dago, and our very own Crucial Abstract.
it feels great to be On-Stage again... fuming what just happened a couple of days back... hanging around with all of these bands makes me realized that I have people to place my head on. but then the feelings strikes! the feel of wrath... the self-oriented-selfish feeling of HATE!!! hating myself won't solve the problem, it only makes it grow even worse.
I really enjoy every minutes of tonights light and shades... all of tonights laughs and tears... all of tonights hugs and kisses... doumo arigatou gozaimashita, minna-san!
konbanwa...
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Thursday, December 25, 2003
never thought that I will shed tears on Christmas Eve... I will forever remember the night, the night I took the vow... "I will never fall in LOVE again!!!
never thought that I've done some heavy sins, which now strikes back to me with triple times of HURT!!! I realize that apologiza is not enough... I know that to gain again someone for the third time is almost impossible!
But I guess I'm just too stupid to to keep relying on her... I guess I put too much hope on her... The PAIN corrodes me... I feel like I fell into a hole with no end... my passion, my breath, my life, myself... vanishing.... softly... felt like I have nothing else to fight for... WHY? why HER? I guess I don't know...
I'm DEAD already...
somebody please help me....
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Wednesday, December 24, 2003
i will always remember this night...
the night my tears turns into blood!!!
the night my love turns to HATE!!!
i curse the day i met thee....
sono mama shine!!!
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