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    a rose blooms best near death, I'm in a full bloom...

    sshhhhh!!!
    Wednesday, May 26, 2004

    zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo tan le yi tian
    hui jiao de da ti qin
    an jing de jiu jiu de
    wo xiang ni yi biao xian de fei chang ming bai
    wo dong wo ye zhi dao
    ni mei you she bu de
    ni shuo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xin!!!
    qian zhe ni pei zhe wo ye zhi shi cheng jin
    xi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hai yao ai ni
    wo cain hui bi zi ji li kai
    ni yao wo shuo duo nan kan
    wo gen ben bu xiang fen kai
    wei she me hai yao wo yong wei xiao lai dai guo
    wo mei you zhe zhong tian fen
    bao rong ni ye jie shou ta

    bu yao dan xin de tai duo
    wo hui man man zou kai
    wei she me wo lian fen kai dou qian jiu zhe ni
    wo zhen de mei you tian fen
    an jing de mei zhe me kuai
    wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni
    shi ying wei wo tai ai ni

    An Jing - Jay Chou

    this lyric represents all!!!
    want to know the meaning?
    later, okay?

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    Tuesday, May 25, 2004

    the abyss of nothingness crowned me...
    without thee;
    look what she left behind!
    me!
    standing like a fool;
    pain in my chest..
    'cause she took my breath away!
    I'll keep it for eternally:
    the PAIN which live forever,
    the never-healed wound,
    dan the LOVE that will never perished!
    but the tears have dried...
    eyes hollow...
    lips voiceless...
    HEART stoned!
    slowly myself DIED...
    DIED by an Eve's winged-love kiss which sealed with LIES!!!

    somebody KILL me!

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    Wednesday, May 19, 2004

    WHY?
    WHY asked again...???
    whatever!!!

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    Friday, May 07, 2004

    sometimes...
    just sometimes,
    when thou think thy have enough...
    thy cans't bare the burden...
    it leads to suicidal behaviour!
    some people may say that it's nothing but a childish way of mind!
    but they haven't felt it before!
    BLOOD...
    drips on tip of thine finger
    they haven't felt the PAIN!!!
    the scar!!!
    I long to find some hidding palace,
    i just want to run...
    and scream!!!
    and cry....
    the tears... I HATE HELL!!!

    "Kamisama,
    mou sukoshi dake...
    tasukete...
    setsunai hodo ni kimi o omotte...
    kono mune wa kimi no egaku yo...
    "

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    Wednesday, May 05, 2004

    why then...
    vulnerable I became,
    tears're my best friend!
    hatred is everything I thought about myself...
    F#*%!!!
    freakin' karma whatever!!!
    the pain is unbearable...
    obscure...
    suffocating...
    yet still fought for it!
    doubt spins fast bothering the brain,
    but still stands firm...
    thou art too precious to be left behind,
    without thee,
    I'm heartless...
    loveless...
    and soul-less...
    I LOVE THEE!!!

    " with thy kiss...
    I die...!
    "

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    Sunday, May 02, 2004

    I found an old letter from a friend,

    "bittersweet symphony that you told me,
    I'm so glad for you, so glad!
    she seems perfect in your imperfect world...
    she seems peaceful in your chaos...
    I can almost see the twinkle in your eyes,
    and the laughing in your voice;
    and the cherished hope within your soul!
    the you I used to know,
    the you I always loved,
    the vibrant you...
    the living you,
    the soulmate you!
    I hope she finds you... to the core!
    lifts your soul to it's rightful height,
    gives you wings to soar!!!
    "

    if only she knew,
    that my wings are grey....
    I'm falling...
    falling from grace........

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