Monday, July 26, 2004
really?
tell me..
do you really want to know everything?
the truth above the truth?
all the dirty secrets;
the unforgiven lies..
do you really want me to unfold the sins?
not easy to...
but if you do,
let me tell you the whole stuff!
prepare yourself!
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Monday, July 12, 2004
But soft, what light through yonder Window breaks?
It is the east, and Juliet is the Sun.
Arise, fair Sun, and kill the envious Moon,
Who is already sick and pale with Grief
That thou her Maid art far more fair than she.
Be not her Maid since she is envious:
Her Vestal Livery is but sick and green,
And none but Fools do wear it. CAst it off.
It is my Lady, O it is my Love:
O that she knew she were.
She speaks, yet she says nothing: what of that?
Her eyes discourses; I will answer it.
I am too bold: 'tis not to me she speaks.
Two of the fairiest Stars in all Heaven,
Having some Business, do entreat her Eyes
To twinkle in their Spheres till they return.
What if her Eyes were there, they in her Head?
The brightness of her Cheek would shame those Stars
AS Day-light doth a Lamp; her Eye in Heaven
Would through the Airy Region stream so bright
That Birds would sing and think it were not Night
See how she leans her Cheek upon her Hand:
O that I were a Glove upon that Hand,
That I might touch that Cheek.
She speaks.
O speak again, bright Angel, for thou art
As glorious to this Night, being o'er my Head,
As is a winged Messenger of Heaven
Unto the white upturned wond'ring Eyes
Of Mortals that fall back to gaze on him
When he bestrides the lazy, puffing Clouds
And sails upon the Bosom of the Air.
William Shakespeare's
Romeo and Juliet
Act II Scene I
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Wednesday, July 07, 2004
I found another old letter from someone precious in my past hours... it goes like this;
so many things to say, so little spce, so little time.
I'm sorry.... if I seemed to have lost faith so easily.
I'm sorry, if I gave you a hard time patching up our torn-up relationship...
I never came from a perfect world, I have a pretty good notion of what it's like on your side.
in my world people make mistakes and they're forgiven,
your world is somewhat similar, I'm sure...
I'm just so DAMN glad, relieved, happy, ECSTATIC that you didn't forget my world like I thought you did.
truth......
never knew how much a part of me you were 'till you went away...
tried desperately to deny it for the sake of my stubborn 'feminism dignity'
when I realised that self-denial brought to no salvation,
it seems too late...
months of neglect,
there I was crouched on the floor....
lonely and craving for you without hope or meaning;
afraid that if I was too complicated nobody would understand,
and if I was too normal I wouldnt understand myself!
then suddenly you came back and pulled me out of our separate, miserable worlds;
into that realm we shared together,
pure and expressive...
inspired me intensely...
I wonder,
is it still the same meaning now?
after all these years of waiting...
what should I do?
tell me, onegai!!!
kazoekirenai, kimi....
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Friday, July 02, 2004
so sudden thou appear out of nowhere;
bringing all he good and bad times we've shared once...
the tears, laughs, and lust!
wonderful thou art compare the pale moonlight;
these arms wanting thy hands,
this lips wanting thine's;
and these eyes desires your image vividly!
what is this?
is there any point of comming back?
is it possible?
will it work?
I dont comprehend...
but I dont want to give a matter,
I just want to enjoy the moment;
to be with you for as long as the moon rules the sky!
thank you for the beautiful moment,
thank thee for everything...
and yes,
you look wonderful that night...!
fuchi aru demo kurai desu...
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